Not what I've done, not what I've spoken Not what I've shown, not that I lied Just holding on would render me broken But weak as I am, my hands remain
This is the ending of an age,the closing of a chapter that Was just beginning... Battered senseless, this is not what you deserve Stripped and left defenseless
Beyond breakin' waves she walked the shore Thoughts diving down the ocean floor The ocean flows like life, just like life Hope is not a thing that she
How long can this anger last Unenlightened with fist tightened Explode and I run from the blast My ears ringing, my face stinging And you push and pull
You won't hear me laugh,you won't hear me cry You won't even hear what I'm thinking I can't even speak ,I'm too weak to try Surprised I'm even still breathing
[Music & lyrics - D. Ott] A face with no emotion Lost in the television's glow He's slipping into darkness Not far from comatose With a bottle in his
The gray light of the morning The blue-green of the sea A leaf splashed with color Falling from a tree The sparkle in a diamond The fire of the sun They
Can't fight this urge I'm overwhelmed with anxiety It's taking over me Can't calm my nerves I just can't seem to stop this calamity Will it be the death
I drank in my youth and had more than my share I'd ask for forgiveness but I really don't care Don't ask you to see me but for what I am Was a dad for
Standing alone in a crowded room He hears it A voice so familiar, not unlike his own He fears it His name being called out from across the room But he
When I spoke with you today I didn't know what to say It's been so long, so long I said I'm doing fine But what haunts my troubled mind Is where it all
Oh, to see the moon through her eyes And to feel the sun the first time, no preconceptions She looks at me and smiles as she stands While clutching firm
I'll soon use my hands To carve paths through this caged world Locked up by them I must hold my courage Whether their kind will ever give Whether in life
My hands are shaking; head is spinning No mistake, the end's beginning Body's aching, I feel like breaking down Looking left and searching right The pressure
Hey, neighbor coma and see Another reason to be me Guess I win The finest is all I own Why even my hair's hand sewn Guess I win You've got a home you
I've been a hungry and holy man Trapped between what i am And want to be I disowned my mind And denied my heart Inspiration set me free Reklinde the fire
Here I stand Beside you ,still I somehow stand apart I'm burdened in my spirit,a stone is weighing down my heart I'm riddled in my depths by this half
Some nights I lie in forced awakeness My thoughts won't let me go A sleep like death has claimed the world outside The silence reshapes my solitude From