I used to spend my time And thinking I'll be fine Murder isn't crime And I witnessed you commit and smile Rusty breeze Let me in your casualty Mellow
The calm that disturbs you You don't think I've done a thing for you It's okay, it's okay And you drag yourself about You creep along, along you creep
The most comfortable place isn't comfortable anymore I feel so out of place, no one knows me for sure I have this guilty consciousness and not to be me
Dear son, daddy's never coming back home He passed on, claim him as one of your own My mind's numb, nothing has been clearer than this They found him
You came to me with this And now I've been wronged I bit off my fingertips And why'd I even get involved? Gave all I had to give But that wasn't good
Am I to blame? If I won't speak her name If I won't face her grave, yea yea Maybe I'm to blame, maybe I'm to blame Since you're gone, I've never felt
Bitch, bitch such a lonely bitch, bitch sitting On my bed, more lonely then you know Wish, wish, wish I could've been, been something More than this,
Forget everything I've said before I don't feel that way today Forget everything I've felt before I felt it come yesterday I'm comfortable feeling miserable
Hang out dick I'm dieing, I'm trying I'm crying 'cause I ain't got nothing So don't bother trying to stop me I'm drowning in my own self-pity So stop
Why do I feel so alone in a crowd of people I know? Is it wrong to feel so insecure and so unappealing? Why walk around in disguise with a fake grin on
That's right, that's all you do, just sit in front of the TV Hey, don't break my balls, shut up already You're not gonna help! I gotta deal with your
Won't you come see about me? I'll be alone, dancing you know it, baby Tell me your troubles and doubts Giving everything inside and out Love strange,
Used memories are blasphemy Used memories are blasphemy Vulgar show offensively Vulgar show offensively Hemophiliac in me Hemophiliac in me Sacred blessings
I'm feeling like I'm still in the same old situation I'm speaking but no one's listening, it's the same old conversation But I know there's no hope But
Humble prostitution, sanitizing crush Sesame hallways Yourself is priceless with yourself is in lust Mushy me, mushy me, mushy me Bite gently sentimental
And it was never enough And it was never enough now That heroin stuff Traveling through daddy's arm now And it was never enough And it was never enough
I know my days are numbered I've been in and out of this phase But these days keep passing me by Good never comes my way I try to sit back and relax
No one knows what it's like, no one knows how it feels Nothing else could compare to the fears I fear Been on my own, struggling all alone All I have